Ilya V. Nikolaev

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Biodata.

• appearance.
• personality.

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Physical Appearance.

⠀⠀⠀Vale and his twin sister are blessed with white hair like snow and scarlet eyes. They also share a unique birthmark under their left eyes resembling a barcode that becomes their most distinctive feature. He isn't so fashionable as he is often seen wearing a mere hoodie and long pants as well as other modest clothes that feel comfortable to him.
⠀⠀⠀He has a tall appearance yet a gentle profile that people described as adorable or cute which he dislikes the most about himself. Having a low appetite explains why he has such a thin body, he doesn't eat much unless consuming some small amount of sweets—although he will always eat whatever his sister made at home. P.S. No. He doesn't have wings.

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Educational Information.

NOTE: Vale is currently on his runaway from his actual house to meet his only younger twin sister in Japan. He doesn't attend college for the past two months, categorized as play truant.

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Personality Traits.

⠀⠀⠀At first glance, Vale is a kind, polite, and well-mannered young man. Easy to approach nor talk because of his, mostly, friendly behavior. Calm yet noisy, both are him, depends on the interlocutor he is facing. A smile is something you would see often adorning his mien. He can be rude, in a mischievous way, if he feels comfortable or close enough to some people. However, his true nature is quite temperamental as he will easily get irritated if the other attempts to tease him back.
⠀⠀⠀Vale is pretty over-protective towards Aille, his younger twin sister, which leads him to slowly develops a forbidden feeling for her even before they got separated for years because of their parent's divorce. Though at some certain occasions, he can be extremely stubborn and selfish. He lets his emotion controls him and starts acting recklessly, without putting so much thoughts on the outcome of his behavior later.
⠀⠀⠀This might be a result of him not being confident with his appearance almost all the time, but sometimes he acts like a narcissist. Saying that he knows he has a good-looking face and such. Of course, it is merely supposed to be a joke. In fact, he doesn't feel like that about himself, it's just his way to deny reality due to his low self-esteem.
⠀⠀⠀Despite having a complicated personality, Vale is surprisingly a diligent and hardworking person. He is still capable to study and helping his father's business at the same time even under the pressure of his fate to become the heir of his family later in the future. That being said, he has already escaped from his home twice because he hated being locked in a cage and keeps longing for freedom.

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Background Story.

⠀⠀⠀It was on Christmas day, the day where a woman gave birth to her two children. She was blessed with twins but different genders. In this story, the main character is the male one, named Ilya. He was born several minutes earlier from his twin sister, making him somewhat an older brother figure for the female one, Alya.

under reconstruction.

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Relationship.

⠀⠀⠀Like the usual twin siblings, they are pretty close to each other. Vale deeply cares about Aille and treasures her, a lot, to the point that he is willing to leave everything behind just to meet her in Japan and live temporarily with her. They rely on each other too much which might sound unpleasant for some people due to several reasons. That's right, for example, having a forbidden feeling towards a blood-related sibling. It is later revealed that he has some sort of obsession with his twin sister.

⠀⠀⠀Arvid, or Arv for short, is a close friend of him. They attend the same University though not for the class, yet somehow they frequently meet with one another and become close for a sort of time. Vale trusts him as he shares some of his problems with Arv. Although sometimes, Arvid is not properly listening to him. He is a dumb, really. Still, Vale couldn't come to hate him, ever. He is reliable when needed, and that's enough.

⠀⠀⠀When they meet, they will just end up in a nonsense squabbling. They've known for quite a long time and Arch seems to enjoy teasing him because he likes his reactions which makes the white head boy even more annoyed by his presence. Arch usually teases him with bringing up a topic about Aille, his twin sister, saying that he will marry her and such. For Arch, probably Vale is nothing than just a toy to play with sometimes.

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Trivia.

He is a runaway student and probably has been dropped out a long time ago despite having good grades.The fact is he isn't exactly an introvert but instead an ambivert.He really loves dogs and has one shiba inu named Riel.A fan of sweets especially chocolates. Other than that, he also likes spicy foods.He carries some chocolate candies with him often.On his day off, Vale usually spends his time playing video games.Although he has a low tolerance for alcohol, he still secretly drinks at times.He is allergic to pollen.He mastered three different languages; English, Japanese, and Russian, and is eager to learn more.He once said that he doesn't interested in a romantic relationship.He prefers tea to coffee due to its bitter taste.Vale doesn't mention his surname when introducing himself because firstly, it reminds him of his father and his goddamn company, while secondly, simply because it's too long.

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Notes.

⠀⠀⠀(1) plagiarism is a crime so please don't do it. (2) however if there are similarities between our characters and it bothers you, ya bukan urusan saya. (3) critic and advice are acceptable through DM only. wisely chosen words will be appreciated. (4) open for more relations. do contact me if you're interested. (5) you may use mute or even block option if you feel uncomfortable by incest stuff. i've warned you.

⠀⠀⠀and that's all. thank you for wasting your time reading this site! have a nice day. ✧

⠀last revised: dec 26, 2021.⠀

yours truly,
Cassius.

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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀a reminder #26 :
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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀stop getting attached
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀to temporary things.
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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀- poets

Craving for freedom.

Make sure to play the song first!

Hi, it's Ilya breaking the fourth wall speaking. Oh, is it weird to hear a backstory of mine being told by myself? Well, blame that lazy writer, I have to take my turn only in this section. I guess you won't be interested in a story of a boring guy like me, but, happy reading.

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I was born in a common, normal family you would literally meet everywhere. Though, I must say I'm quite lucky because I have a pretty twin sister. My mom, my dad, they were originally kind and caring parent. They loved us unconditionally, they were once my, no, our source of happiness.

I see you're wondering why I said "were" instead of "are". That's right, it applied only to the past, a very long ago. They started to fight even when I hadn't properly grown up into a teenager. As a result, I had to cover both of my ears whenever they fight even over the smallest matter ever. It was a stressful experience, I thought I would go crazy. Apparently, their business problem was the main cause of their fight.

“Ilya, what are they doing? Mom and dad are shouting at each other... It scares me...”

Ah, yes, that was Alya, my adorable twin sister. I smiled to comfort her, said it was nothing and we should just do anything else, something fun like playing games. Ignoring what was happened was the only thought that ever crossed my mind at that moment.

Where do you go
when your house isn't home?

It had been years after that, and they gave no sign of stopping fight each other. In the end, they came to the conclusion that they will divorce. My mind was blank, my vision was dark, I could no longer see how my future would be. Screw everything, being with the two of them never felt comfortable anymore, anyway. Yet, something worse happened. One after another.

“Ilya, you go with me. You have to continue our company.”

I was too young to resist such an adult's demand. Obviously, I didn't want to, but he left me no other choice than to be an obedient son. And so, that was my first time parting with my twin sister. The sister that I wanted to protect the most, the sister that I never wanted to be parted with, the sister that... I never imagined falling in love with.

A goodbye with tears. My father forced me to follow him and go back to his hometown, Russia. And Alya? She followed our mother and stayed in Japan. I never heard about what happened to them ever since. It was torture, every minute of it.

My palm reads never-ending sorrow,
A sequence of scrambling

Four years had passed. I finally reached my limit. I want to meet her, I want to see her, I want to listen to her voice, I miss her so much that it hurts. My head was full of those thoughts to the point I could no longer concentrate on every single thing I did. It was enough, right? I let myself be ruled by that man this whole time until I don't know who am I anymore. What I wanted to be, what are my goals, why am I here?

Again, fuck everything.

I ran away.

I wonder where the ending will take place.

I went to Japan to meet my twin sister. She looked so stunning when I saw her with a white hair like mine and her ruby-like red eyes, I couldn't help but burst out into tears while pulling her into a tight embrace. I found out a little later that apparently, our mom left her and let our grandfather took care of her. That bitch, so she is not so different from that man.

I lived a normal life there, seeking a job so that I wouldn't bother Alya too much when living together. Each of every time I spent with her was precious from start to end. At that time, I hadn't realized that slowly, my feelings were getting bigger and bigger that I found it difficult to differentiate the love I had for her. Was it as a sibling? Or as a woman? ... Okay, I swear it will be too long if I explain everything one by one. Time passed, we eventually confessed to each other and started dating after she caught me in a weird state. I assume you don't want to know what it is, so, let's skip it?

One can't help once they are falling in love.

After six months or more of running away from home, I came back to Russia. I wasn't alone, I asked Alya to come with me and she agreed. I thought, what was waiting for me there was at least one punch and hours of scolding from that man, my father. But, no, once he saw us, he hugged us while crying badly.

Did this man hit his head somewhere or what?

My heart was already dead. I didn't feel moved at all while listening to his redeeming self. Who's fault is that? I don't know nor do I want to know. Alya is all that important to me. I care less about anything else.

Exhaustion, mentally draining, saturated.

Once again, I ran away. I left everything behind, including my cherished person, and went to the rumored lost city, Venom. I needed a place that could help me calm down and feel at ease alone, at least for now and a while. I don't know when will I go back home.

Even if with their own sibling.

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